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Hello world..Im back in the mood for blogging and god knows why. Perhaps I've been overwhelmed by a blend of feelings today.

So Im back with picture post(:

These are long overdue photos from the chalet before I fell and Im looking like a prawn not becos I drank booze but I got sunburn(: So enjoy my real teeth for now..haha


So I didnt go to work today becos I had to attend a wake. A wake of whom I have only met a couple of times before I grew above 1m in height.
She's my paternal grandfather's second wife. Its quite a pretty complicated relationship becos both my grandfather and her remarry so there were alot of people there of whom I really do not know but just address them as Auntys and Uncles. So there she lay, as peaceful as how one would be when her soul is with our Father. Have I ever mentioned that I love staring at dead bodies? Hey,its not a sick and perverse fettish but whenever I stare, I look at all the wrinkled lines on their faces and hands. Many call it signs of old age, but I prefer to name it, the beautifulness of life. I stood beside her body and thank God for her. Although I may not be close, but at least I know that she once showered love on me, and participated in giving me my name;grace. This means alot already and right now, I know that she is sitting at the right hand of God,watching over us. Her body will be cremated tomorrow at Mandai crematorium and I really wish to be there but,according to my second aunty,its not very good. Well,dont ask me why becos I have no idea as well.

After the wake, sent my second aunty to thomson and dad graciously sent me to plaza sing of which I have to patiently wait for mr fau to arrive. So to kill time, it means shopping!Headed to LaSenza of which I spent $88 on a set of PJs, 5undies and a top!Frigging cheap!(: Met Lenice at SK and scooted off to TheCathay to watch IAMLEGEND for the second time!Lol seriously, the show is overrated. Anw, took a bus to town where mr fauzi bought me my xmas present. Proudly presenting my AgnesB shades and my LaSenza loots.


And one day at work, my senior brought mags from japan and I realise that Coach has got really yummy bangles of which I MUCH HAVE ONE and their fendi&mui mui designs for wallets are craves!OMG





Im glad I didnt buy these 2 tunics a week or so back..lol becos their prices have been slashed more than 60%(: Love sales!

And there was one day in the week where mr fau and i fought..bff rushed to my place and we headed to siglap for dinner.
We pretty gorge ourselves with about 8 dishes from XinWang and a 30min stroll didnt make our tummy feel any better so we gave cheesecake a miss :(
From charm's blog.. "From 2 Days in Paris." Marion: It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well. There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

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